Conspirator: Do you still feel suicidal?
Alex: Well, put it this way, I feel very low in myself. I can't see much in the future, and I feel that any second something terrible is going to happen to me.
[slumps into spaghetti]
“I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?” -Ernest Hemingway
Fuck them for selling it. Fuck you for buying it. Fuck me for making it. Fuck it all.
Suicides go to hell for eternity, but in heaven I’ll live forever, too. Is there no option where I get to be alone?
On days like this I would just disappear if it weren’t for you and your love like nails in my feet.